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8:55 PM 2/07/2018 @ ALPINE LODGE
I JUST HAD A BAD FEELING THAT I LIVED THIS ERA OF MY LIFE ALMOST A DECADE AGO WHEN I WAS CHILLING WITH A GIRL I DIDNT KISS AND WAS THE MISSUS OF A MATE AT HIGH SCHOOL THOUGH AFTER SCHOOL GRADUATING IN 2005 VCE THOUGH BEFORE HER KIDS WERE BORN TO HER NOW HUSBAND MY BROTHERS MATE AND ALSO MY NEIGHBOUR OVER A DECADE OR SO? AGO WELL DISPITE THE SHIT GO I WAS UPSET THOUGH THE THOUGHT OF BADHOODIZM OR SOMETHING BAD GONNA HAPPEN IT MAY HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED OR ITS THE SOMETHING CONSTRUCT DIMENSIONAL NON EVENT HORIZON SPHERE CORE THAT METALEUGY LIKE NIL GREESEY SPINING AND ACTING AS A PORTAL DOES RELATE TO HELL AND CHAOS IN WARHAMMER CITADEL AND INDICATES THAT BEYOND THE PORTAL IS HORROR AND WORSER THINGS THEN PURGATORY THOUGH WHY WAS IT THEN I THOUGHT TRUE LOVE AND THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT CHAOS AS A HELLISH THEME XZYSTING WAS THE LOVE AND I THINK IT HAD TO DO WITH LIKE THE WARHAMMER MODEL ADULT TOYS OR THOSE SKILLED TO PAINT GOOD YOUNG WELL I THINK ITS THE NURGLE AND BACTERIA FRIENDSHIP COMPLEX OR SHOULD XZYST OR MAYBE WHEN REFERENCEING TEAMS OR FACTIONS OR RACES OF WARHAMMER AND WARHAMMER 40K TABLE TOP MINITURES [my before catholic college RELIGIOUS EDUCATION that i never passed year 9 with] and yeah anyway offsetting and weighting of my sentences is terrible hence why it took gataca and of mice and men english class to PASS

9:02 PM 02/07/18
9:52 PM MONDAY THE SECOND OF JULY 2018