thomassanual you better of treated james sister Ive been crying over her more then the inpossible voer any male anyhow let her know I care and hope shes got a boyfriend or you at least treated her bcoz I don't know iv I seen her heaps at the door unknowing or its of threw anothers deads eyes anyhow you still owe me that 287dollars and I got 287tls shares Telstra shares on the asx and they were ment to give 15.5cents each though only got 10.5c or 11.5c or something each so yeah sorta lost out though not with investing in those that died that did at least teach me unknowingly other bullshitizm I made me cry that she had the silver leg though yeah no joking and that thank your daughter for being the only human to say "mum, whos that man?" near kmart few years ago hopefully you still speak to her and Stacey and its good knowing that in instances with james 1984 younger sister iv I didn't help her feel better then it makes me feel better you did even though we both lost relationships with our sex4lives and unlike me you have a daughter and me and sarah aborted though I met her after 21 butlers and yeah 1037pm 28th of april 2018 what you doing tonight man? go see her or let her know I only went there to resepoct the house initials nad have a non alcohol for the i.s.s as jimmy would say and yeah um [bullshit song: mantra dave grohl, josh home, trent reznor] on youtube always on after nin everyday is exactly the same. and yeah being trying to think about noir factor and where in this there is never a new one or never a knew one in the pray for no cliché bullshitizm I just trying to re-thread and also retrace back in time to see iv there is a girl I know or knew to know iv that's the outcoming last Z though it gravitated to butlers probsz and poss for the Anubis at barton av and the kitchen sink and also the fatalism and forver constant and also um 10:40pm just I don't want to die without anther sarah and I guess it being then 2012 nye 2013 and I thought that a pray was ansered up the street to the right it may have been the sets over the road on the lower hence the involvement of all those that stopped round so just wanted to have semi of nilquib heaven and live till dead though with james jad dead before 30 and the 3D hindu blue and purple I fear that death is around the corner and all girls ive had a "like" to have had the psychlinked plasma that inform shes had rical ross of bullshit hill and just need to pray there one last more girl out there though the thinking to shes in the past somewhere to avoid some pedo 2000 dragons well it annoys me when thinking of who was james sister "didn't I miss that party?" and then having the haunt images oh yeah that suppressed epot memory of she had a silver leg its bullshitizm and at least thinking of you as the good culprit unlike all every male I knew that contacted Allison in and out of my communication the I call uncardinal does piss me off hence wanting another after her and not just kawa who was in similar stch at least shes the biggest boobed id ever need and no need for an earl or erl list other then the financials though thank yous and sorry don't really need to be said just I wanted to once grieve for this girl for she relates I think to either the fall at the ramp at alpine or its the dinner afternoon before kinder where I thought a kid got biten by my dog jack and then put in a pressure cooker and I thought it was her that was bittern or it was her that was in a car accident and hence james hatered for me driving emma and then died before sarah and inbetween jordene well yeah it annys though even though I slightly leans oh ok noir law may exist in that of antynoir and reasoning for luck just it shits me whilst no girlfriend only sugar and no shard and dope and ciggy and no wheels and bus rides and waiting at the busstop go early or late waiting over 20mins regardless of organised planning hence the meaning not the fatal lady luck no ever a bucjk in the morn or before sleep that I guess Allison ditched prior me relationsships not so much jesse who didn't betray and moved away to get married so it all hopefuly works to pop pauls "its all fair in love and war" though I still have faulter memory and withoutdistraction from word association to another male I respected doing the dishonour or depletion it anny me to fuck that a future doesn't guarenttee existence without forever repeat of a look back I'm in hell always due to others not being a maggot though it does have me feel good either you ro the thought I thoughtshe had a boyfriend at butlers does make me feel better that even iv it wasn't the sikkunt I thought she was with it may have been not the psychlinked Ollie at the party I missed though someone else like you you funny bugger. anyhow like shane milligan last seen at upper gully from Monbulk schoolings well hopefully we all abusee and out of school commonions nonbadhood just controlled stubby non drinkers youd hope get a girlfriend before we all die and not just from the one that had to leave or some other quibble anyhow eh ketchyah the 3chairs are on the verandah symboliseeing the masonic ghost and of "men" ten nil and nidge meaning they do it once the never again rule like him and emma and hopefully there is still a future for all us alive and like with james actually dead at least he had his "1st" Katie that was indeed the billanook my and ross and now dan fultons relatives wife that was sorta worth it for a 15 and 14 age apart or both 15 unsure the sept2002 though jest need the bedwed and Allison cheats me unlike those who I wont be hateing before death iv the necessity of a girlfriend is not of obsulted meaning death before a love I cant remember or haven't noticed or forgot though that leasves it to this idea that it cant be one iv sat near or with pretty much its always of the hydrogen spin not from the radial though possible like mum and my brothers sister working at the childcare alex and chris's kid and tim making a home of his absence cortez is at the day care so everyone knows everyone just hope there is a girl near our ages out there that doesn't go with my ?false correct? conclusion their is never a knew one" not the virginity just the necessity of never knew him or those she was with get what I'm saying hence wheres this girl left behind I'm thinking has to alive before 89 or 90 to coincide with flik and rob flacos 1989 may 30 and kawa may30`1986 and sarah my30 1995 and with this to the cent and letter meaing fate and destiny and not so much me in the feb valentines prelude laundry basket of tecoma recycled no more at safeway clear ammonia predip and afterwards helichoped to royal childrens hospital until that Christmas where I think ross and his sister were and then later at macdonalds 96 where I met Jodie the girl I kissed after Allison kawa Allison in nov 20/21 2017 and only been with Allison since with the attempt for celibacy that has rendered me more angry and the rival default principal that has me hating the left until I relised it was when james siter walked to the kitchen and when she walked out the sliding door I sighted the silver leg and with that I seen sarah a year or so later on the right at boronia station after sighting her only once at knox 3 shop with her squad her sisters and only pauseingg thinking? anot really anything becaseu I was there with mel terassi now aaron waddells kids mum and then using this information it has my mund unable to find this quite due to the never knew so yeah 1058 my mate in a world of no love and friends only associated non agressors and noir qualifiers well I gota stop hateing and I'm quite sure when with sarah I really didn't hate anyone at all just my lifes nil sexual contact hence the Anubis to the right at the barton sink and since never able to down water or vomit due to hydrojabs and stomach that only require the frank north4 secondary liquids that are not all it contains per 500ml canister so yeah like on the internation space station need those sugar can from ipswtich and pancreatic flicker to govern the near nil heart beat due to unknown or accidently not on purpose attempt to off me unknowing of the sistch me and sarah and those that engaged in our foster then yeah always unidentified non86allowances you reckon in light of general dangerink and thinking of this the lilydale prior 2010 feb what was his name grain waves grover though yeah hopefing like after 09 this year even though of the dog and not of the then?ox? was it really the ox?04 connect to the mel tattoo anyhow tom1102pm 28th of april 2018 I think ill copy and paste this to the bullshitb5 page ok eh keltchyah suddy minimal shit go1103pm28th april 2018 just another dans nil investment