15/07/18
I doubt there is a girl or reader out there that likes me (written/typed in my depressive / malcontented feel sorry for DAN daniel myself style of writting it wont benefit me though I seam to write this ramble anyway....

I definetely need to save a spendable thousand dollars and at least place the BUY ORDER for the 15 x ORDINARY CBA SHARES FOR THE BID PRICE OF ONLY $66.00c AUD so iv they inmaginely or miraclously drop to the mid sixties then ill aquire them given there is someone selling enough volume of them to ensure I gain ownership of these 15 cba shares that goal and stratagy is to hold them and reliy on the expected $2 approximately each share dividend once every six months paid into my netbank via direct credit so i should see APRIL or OCTOBER +$30.00c AUD or there abouts added to my bank balance once the dividend has been paid given that I actually do own the shares and they have settled before the ex-div date that preludes OCTOBER and APRIL the i think expected dividend payment times of year so now being JULY and three months away from October well the price hike before ex-date shouldnt come into effect untill past end of August and during September I'd inmagine. I really need these shares bought as soon as possible I get my next centrelink pensh credit on JULY 25TH 2018 and then the next two are on AUGUST 8TH and 22ND then SEPTEMEBER they are the 5th and 19th and then OCTOBER 3rd 2018 being the fifth payment from now so I gota sorta allocate more then 200aud per pay to this thousand i need to save and have available to execute this thousand dollar cba ordinary shares purchase that is the best crediting investment above next to the best for my financial health investment or discipline of not useing or dipping into my overdraft under no circumstance as doing so incurs the ten dollar fee next turn of the calandar month and also the 14.90%p/a debit interest that also get accured and counted against your positive position. SO just think not useing the overdraft for an entire year puts you 120aud better off and thats not includeing the debit interest being accounted for. Just save this 1000 aside from the bankwest regular saver cant do max 500aud per month may only do the min 5000c AUD per month so 25aud per fortnight. I also owe the 300aud rent still and need to deposit transfer that to my parents account as soon as possible because i cant really not pay it and tick it for the 1000 share purchase because even with the 250 avail extra with in im still 450 short of buying the shares I should ask my brother for the money though then I havent the asset wealth elsewhere to refinance the areared rent from last financial year july2017-june2018 that I know I already owe at least aside this fortnights 1 x $300 rent a total of at least five parcels of $300 for only the 2018 areared rent accured so far. The time now is 7:28 AM on Sunday Morning and psychlink via mediation gave the suggestion or calcaulated concluded may be false information of a girl would be kissing me and id be hooking up with her before the end of this day I really dont see it happening and due to be conconcious of the desire for a girl to show up miraclously in my proximity and further miracle her to be actually sexual interested well i really think my chances are very slim

7:30 AM SUNDAY THE 15TH MORNING JULY 2018

I DONT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD WRITE HERE I SHOULD JUST WRITE A POINTLIST LIST OF GOALS
* GET A GIRLFRIEND
* SAVE A THOUSAND DOLLARS FOR CBA ORDINARY SHARES
* DONT GET IN FURTHER DEBT & DONT USE THE OVERDRAFT
* DONT ADD TO THE PEOPLE HATEING ON ME LIST
* SOME HOW TRY AND ATTEMPT TO SAVE THE PLANET even iv its only other peoples moods.....

+-0733 Sunday The 15th of JULY 2018