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one girlfriend that is the 25th wombed person and also due to the allison alliy iY technicality this last yZ and Miss Z counts as the 26th so the Z the last letter of the alphabet and that of my xzystan+c=

"i want one girlfriend that wont deny me anything and never cheat me = IS NOT A POLYGAMUS only MONnogGAMEe = ? no g e ? not 7 5 ? no 5 7 ? 57?eg?egypt crypt one credit WHy Public Transport HW=homework&reference to the Equinox=X" due to their being two people since Kawa that of Jodie & Allison again.., only Allison since after november 2017 definatealy only Allison since Decemeber 2017 and that of myself being a maggotded wanker and becomeing mentally vektd and finding it harder to think of worthy or those needing a groupy.... anyway 1:10 AM 15/JULY/18 Sunday TOday and I was told on PsychLink that id have a girlfriend obviously i was lied to and i have no one only allison iv she via GOD knew that it wasnt nesseccary to not hook up with me due to the need to have had no one since 31 years old, only myself. last time with Allison i think was June sometime and going back to last year its only realy been a hand full of times not many and we defs have broken up though are still friends without the benfits so the replacement or requiv person doesnt feel like they cant trust us or so they dont fret or get worried that one is cheating.. NO PO.LYG.GA.ME. meaning nothing other than the mon.og.ga.muss.ness of only one opsex sexual partner a wife the wive the girlfriend the woman the girl of dream all the same person who ever it is after me being with ALLISON since offically 2016 though met her on September 30th 2015 after her sister gave me her name when I was at Maxi Carpark and had lost Sarah due to parents and psych team preparing a six month debuckling and incarceration and myself being absoultely obivious to her absence and thinking only in the short distance meanig i was suffering anxiety and drug addiction and life wasnt that much different from when Sarah had to work at the nursing home all day and me being a piece of shit not rooting her due to my depoted fatizm and nil bio-electricity our affinity was only dead in the eye communication that i could always trust her and know she had my other non human organs vitalised and she was the link to myexistance back then im shakey a bit though its only due to the resonance of like those dricves to edithvale and kissing at the red lights and her going "oooooohhhhh baby" & that tone resonating a child in the future and painful as it is now we prevented a family and union for our existances so you and tommy can have marriage and i guess i linked up with Allison who i missed out on getting my cupboard time back in 1990>or1991?before1992 and kinder when we had to go due to a incident where my dads pet dog got murdered and served for dinner or lunch what ever it was N scale trains um its revolting and darn right badhoodism and it did back and support the initial quote about willfully kil something and you loose one of your own and the second quotation was due to catching the train from Boronia and seeing a friends mother who i know is a peaceful person and has never killed any living creature id doubt even insects or laying bait anyhow she had lost her husband and one of her four sons and i thought how that first quotation did not apply to her at al and was the inspiration for the second death & mort quote refering to SIN and the life were in. Sunday the 15th of July 2018 @ Alpine Lodge 01:23 AM


MY GOALy$ other than getting a girlfriend one of the five dot points an old psychiatrist asked of me to list five goals:
~ a girlfriend
~ income & revenue sustained & self sufficent ~ derived from working paid wages & or share$ dividends & that of bank account credit Interest = direct credits $$$$$$$$$$
~ not to be hated by anyone person or demographic (iv thinking politically & of media famity...)
~ have a rest assured base @ ALPINE LODGE that even iv world turned to shit will still survive
~ other than re-writeing the last goal to SAVE THE PLANET EARTH and create eco-friendly environment the last one needs to be that of ? 1:30 AM 1:31 AM Sunday The 15th of JULY 2018 +_0131 @ ALPINE LODGE RENTED ROOM 1 of 4 ~ MY NET WORTH = ASSETS - LIABILTIES = NET WORTH or OWNERS EQUITY ~ same thing +-0133 SUNDAY THE 15TH OF JULY 2018 @ ALPINE LODGE