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well this idea was that the year 2044 when i am 56 or turn 57 was in truth also the same year my mum thought she'd die at some age near 85 i think and the funny thing is with this string of selfpondered thought of future eldar farseer nil tarot forcast is that instead of my mum being 85 my grandmaother her mother is 85 and not me though my mother is 56 and 57 this december and hopefully insteaed of it being my death it may link into my confideance in a female ill get to love to my death in hopefully an extention of time though iv it was that girl on the bus and by next year we may be together and her get her licence so my continueally registered car with my absent of licence well it would seam like a story less purgatory and hell. JUST TODAY IS JULY THE FIRST 2018 and i have no idea what i should do other than add to the site and then as usual ill re_cap canvass the index file and initial sighted page and still not delete the other pages just rename the index file continually so i guess iv you bookmark the pages after the first page that comes up when putting in the search address webpage address bar on the browser toolbar unfree.coffeecup.com well its only the index.html that gets changed so unfortuately i didnt keep the original page i made in that 30 minutes i found coffeecup.com in a PC USER magazine from the op shop in late 2012 when we lived on the BARTON PRIV SHIP and were in wake of our duressed abortion though sarah you were the best 1st mate and only one il ever have i reckon and now that im over 30 and 31 age prime i gotta give you that promised coin that almost triple passes the government cheque you got for prior our relationships crime of some badhood. anyhow sarah iv you read this show tommy and hopefully somehow the world may bring this girl i sighted closer or maybe im completely stupid and cant read body language or as relativity and dyamics of such purgatory and never making it and always ALMOST getting there or it well hopefully life gets better from her as i near the surface though like when diving under water to a depth and thinking your about to break the surface and be able to breathe your still feet under the surface water film level. like that malecuteta iron man comp thing i almost drowned at in 98 and got the raffle win of chocolate must of been the life"rigged"empathy for me the near drownee and faulted starting jump that made me gulp too much sea water and get rescued i wasnt even 12 yet then and thankyou mick and angie [funny how there is another back then i think couple of similar names] for those kinder surprises and yeah buidi9ng the toys that easter back then in nsw i think iv its not in victoria. anyway its now 227am 1st of JULY 2018 and im at ALPINE LODGE at the [GATEWAY COMPUTER DESKTOP SETUP] and gotta write about the year 2044 and the idea of only living an infinite repeat of 20,440 days for infinity and repeatition 1 I.N.R.I and NqR JESUS was no queen. tangents to dobsons park ftg the library and also not the iV ooh though the pause now of information i gotta remember and intent to write..yes THE YEAR 2044 well acccording to my research and details seen i saw a 1960 printed dated photo and it really was actually in reality dated at 1904 or something this 56 year gap and not includeing the cant remeber thoughts of the 1984 inclusion well 1987=2044 and there is the 57 or 56 years difference and other then the EF or EG EgyptCrypt and my brag about the anty-tryp-slip that today when thinking of someone seen me in my hoodie at upper gully station and tripping almost over then re-balanced as i walked from the road onto the footpath near my old primary school well yeah time 232am1/july/2018 and its a new financial year and i have my debts already printed and posted and yeah other then dieing eventually bringing back that 2044 year when im 56 or 57 years old in 25 or 26 years from now well coincidently im waiting on my last girlfriend to die with and be married though hopefully its not a hilltop pork head in the fridge sitch and the 25th womb not being allison ms23 and the offical technicality well hopefully this 25/26th the last Z and ensura of my retirement zZzZzZ and not of the idea i deny myself FB well 234am ocd'ed me daniel d i need to find a way to earn money or spends and think how can i do the instead of hell sitch for me STATE TRUSTEE enrolled do the SELF TRUSTEE and sorta lockup control my income pension to be able to somehow live on rations and force myself to find a way to help others and earn some more rations like for instance ciggys are now three times the price they were when i started smoking and that after 2001 i began smoking a packet a week before i was able to purchase them myself./ lucky for the generations growing up that ciggys are too much for then to even continplate smokeing though errhh apart from maggot australia and the nonshadeystyle youth prgression and i needed during teenage and twentyhood the CHARITY AND MERCY MEASURE of who denys you or accepts you having a ciggy and the now quit bongs [DUE TO NOT REALLY THE MHELL CONNECTION AND DOPEING OF ME OFF THE BALL AND NOT WITH IT SYNDROME] though more the FACT water and humidity inside the lungs doesnt just cause the temporily bronchi cough though i think due to a rhymer haunt closest identity known is artist HUNTER it was the water from the bong and humidity the vapour NOT THE SMOKE ITSELF that caused CANCER or maligment growths that caused others to OPERATE and SECURE DEATH SENTENCE due to REMOVEAL OF ENTERNAL LIFE NECCESSITY NEVER OPERATED ON. THE TRUTH ABOUT CIGARETTES AND SMOKEING PLANT VEDGY MATTER is once you start IV YOU QUIT after long enough like myself can not YOU WILL DIE FROM A SMOKEING RELATED and WOULD HAVE AVOIDED CONDITION iv you continued smoking and died of some other sitch preferably in your sleep next to your missus and not some other far out of individual quibd or no quib exit and neccessity for the forever contant and infinite repeat of 1987-2044






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