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10:28pm - Logged on to this computer setup here @ Alpine Lodge & 10:29pm openned up this notepad program accessorie computer function app?application???
then...... 10:31pm - I am here now time clicked over to 10:32pm without me looking at it when it did and yeah thinking due to previous thoughts haunts?ZZPsychLink prior typeing that a suggest to transcribe the rhymes i did on the journal pages just before sitting down and after getting finally correspondance from Sarahs family that she is ok and not abducted or in some horrible bullscrypt that my deformed taken at birth nephew or niece that had to ordeal this nightmare shiFt only less then a kilometre away we'll say and how it took detergent drinking for a speshill teacher from primary school in the 90s to save this kids life and take the child away and kept from such horrible terrible sadistic jokes that arent funny making dog shiFt milkshakes sorry mudshakes and also nappy contents additive its the bulscrypt that losers that make other people losers as well making mockery or making them eat or drink shiFt or the adulterator previously connecting inside ones adulterated mouth breach of 100% no spillage guareentee and used as additive to some NUTRIbullet bullscrypt that due to needing 1gram of sugar per 10ml of fluid and only lactose 4.Xgram of lactose concerntrate bio sugar per 100ml of milk fluids full cream only and not watered down skim or unbeleiveing tricksters that send me off into an anxiety attack or the face and eye tendon skin pealing feeling of bad reaction of a person saying before the baggie is handed to the delivery person "iv he is talking shiFt about not drinking water for 6 or so years this will kill him" and yeah stand testimoni pretty much anyhow love my V500ml every morning iv possible and the coca cola classic cans that have me in the haunt?PsychLink thread thinking that Victor Hugo the dude who is now silver legged into a poet on google was the owner of the company or reciepe knower of coca cola before his death in 1885 and also he was pfizer the like Wizard of Oz magician inthe caravan horse drawn office box cart thing Victor Hugo was a strude investor or moneybags person that im guessing didnt do the "cheeky" tequila, ritalin capsule contents of miniature black spurs, prozac, and viagra prescrybed to an over loving parent that helps their oneand only to help and injoi limited time with daniels girl who was a friend not my girlfriend hence the sitch of them being present at my ex mates house / room and Daniel in his car smoking pipes by his lonesome msging the same girls that are only away for reason of dans thought mates peers are showing them a vibrant life with inclusion of drugs that were lied about never having like mobilephone contact numbers for honest motivation to reconnect or see how one girl from the past was going and how she was though yeah just me bitching and the time now is 10:42pm so I better paragraph this chunk of text now ok........
The time is still 10:42pm so yeah hasnt turned over to 43 yet though anyhow thank God my exGirlfriend of nearly five years or of six calandar years that recently with her being pregnant and expecting within less then 2 months a further in pregnancy then the one me and myself and her aborted back almost a decade ago I am so grateful that her life she wasnt robbed of not being able to have a kid and family that every good girl desires and needs and loves though yeah due to the dog manueveur and nappy contents mudshakes within yelling distance an older crew laughing at a deformed kids nievitiy and ignoreant to the fact they are digesting fecal matter drinks that only sadist losers create though me snitching on unfree and facebook i feared that the centapede copycat crook nearby had abducted her and made her and maybe her partners life a misery and an unreversable horror film of reality only due to the haunts and thoughts that that years ago missing girl Bung and children were made into another real horrible xzystant chaos hell sitch hc reality version under guideance of this so called marine biologist though yeah i should tone it down and maybe not upload this though i should anyway at least her youngest sister was nice enough to let me know
"shes ok" so me trusting the source the psychosis and paranoid delusional schizophrenia schizophrenic nonsense or like Nicola Telsa inmaginary xzystance of certain scenarios playing out in my mind fearing the worser all the time and concluded all to regularly that life is hell. and that maybe my life is only that only hell though haunts?psychLink remind me of an actual hell scenario and i plead for it to be untrue though yeah anyhow....
10:48pm - ....anyhow the time now isnt irrelavent as i need to post this save it and upload it and rescrypt the index of April on the site though i also needed to transcribe the journal rhyme contents or just all the written on stuff in my journal from the last say three or max 4 pages so yeah as well as the said promise equivalent that i would create an hpbd paintFILE for a mates girlfriend and also check eBay for another mate for these said i would get (promise) Pinkie and Brain toys figureens that are to console the gifting of a tmnt Raphael that went missing that day i think he fell under the verandah floorboards never to be seen again unless Lava flows from this hills summit and cascades into this yeard and burns out all the wooden verandah xzystsz and graceiously slows and stops at the brick foundations around the back nenar the kitchen anyhow enough dreams nightmares or deluded nonxzystant ill put a link here for the transcribe of my journal from tonight...
10:53pm - this time <<- the 10 5 3 represents a girl the first girl i talked to that was new after breaking up with my girlfriend for five six years pending how u count though yeah i think me being medicated and dosed up made the situation for the one night i was asktd to go and meet her at the local pub like sooki or Ruby's thoug was litterally so tired and fatigued i could not get out of bed and the so called lucky peers i thought were mates go swoop in and apparently this girl remaining nameless got spat by two of the high commision members not the NidgeCo operative that has an 99 girlfriend and are basically married you'd hope even iv he owes me Afroza's $444.68c AUD (JULY2018-JUNE2019.$ Financial year amount) debt that I renumberated him with years prior and also the extra outstanding larsened $3000 that was ment to be repaid on condition of myself having a business plan/idea that I still have though need funds to exercise such into xzystance though yeah anyhow enough of my bitching..
10:56pm - I need to create this transcribe html page on a new notepad file canvass and start reading the quibbed scrib and typeing it all up anyhow the time now is 10:57pm & I should save this file now and get a move on completeing this nonxzystant of recognition or not so ---- bullscrypt called work ---- anyhow the time now is 10:58pm Easter Sunday The 12th of April 2020.$