9:54pm - The time is that now and i loged on this computer laptop and monitor setup @ 9:53pm Saturday THe 1st of February 2020.$
& yeah......
........im thinking of saving this file as a .txt instead of an .html file and uploading it before 12 midnight (time exactly now 9:55pm) &
add such to the new FEBRUARY 2020.$ thing index or will be menu / list of all the stuff i will add to my site this month.. .

Anyway,

unfree.coffeecup.com

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also today between 4:15pm & i think 4:45pm defineately before 5pm today 1st of February 2020.$ theory and law of sweet nothing & me breaking on chord?note?of
a song at the fish n chips shop in Upwey had me thinking fatal & that a death or at time thought suicide had occured though later I thought hellish or 
more unjust plain upsetting information/thought that my exGirlfriend had a miscarriage and the thought had me breaking even after endorphin seratonin bullscrypt having been taken so even that what brightens me up and makes me happy still the thought of my exGirlfriend denyed a baby for her birthday made me very upset.. .

& yeah also I did just then type the start of this string thread of typed letering and thought there was something else to record here though it was just the unjust and hell scenario inprinting feelings/z dread and non heaven surrounding the thought or judgement that my exGirlfriend is been treated as a slave and paid accordingly. though that thought horror was i think about two or so years ago it would of had to be 2018 or 2017 i think though yeah I must remember things like when i facebook stalked her new or new to me business facebook page of her making candles that at the library when i had first seen this the information and conveyance did make me especially happy and proud not exactly the right thread of feeling even though i was glad very much that she was produceing product or being like that i feel goodness from calling and witnessing the finches being "industrious" hoppping about and gathering straw for mateting paired up next makeing...

....though yeah,

The time now is 10:04pm & I am at my parents useing their electricity though I need again my own place to live and pay $300.00c AUD per fortnight for rent & ??? 

.......now the time is 10:05pm and i lost the thought string thread that i was ment to type though yeah I have also thought of giving the finches wieldable paintbrushes or pens?inkwellszsticks?just some means for them to paint and create drawings as the whispering has me beleiveing that finches these birds are as smart as any human or monkey and could be a cool thing or scenario that sounds crazy though would be a good example of creations characters provideing an almost miracle. Selfishly it has to do with the idea and goal of being before death a saint though (and not a evil villian john t descrypt/version of "saint") though yeah 
I heard or read or thought sometime ago not that far back like last year or something that in order to be a saint and someone free of sin that hasnt broken hearts and that apparently the requirement or one criteria is that of such person or candidate has to of performed at least 2 miracles that I guess have to not just be real and incredible though witnessed by others to second such and no flase witness lies and sinful deciet? 
though yeah 
me thinking of the situation of being angry and rushed crossing the road (burwood hwy from dawson st optrometist/dry cleaners corner) to the station hurried as I didnt want to miss the last bus to get to this store up the highway/road before it closed after leaving the pub near 530pm thinking of going to the hookers for the first time though once outside thinking il go to this shop store instead and purchase these blank cards pieces of cardboard to do writtings on and drawings as they seamed at he time to be a more worthwhile addition and contribution to other humans to injoi though i got to the bus stop near the hairdressers and found out that the bus wasnt doing the hospital loop so i had to then race to the station knowing the bus was minute or so about to leave.. .

though yeah as I crossed the red flashing dude signal displayed so after the green man i was holding up my plastic bag of belongings threatning the drivers to not drive yet and let me cross then at the last lane of i think 4 lanes or 3? i decided to sprint and leap frog the last lane though a car made me black out and i was struck and woke up instantly later in this push up position on the ashphault inlet near gutter and enterance to the Upper Ferntree Gully station that afternoon the date calandar square was the 3rd of July 2017 though yeah......

I had to pick up al my scattered belongings and my shoe that must of flew off to near the Sherbrooke Market sign with the lyrebird picture though I cracked it at the silver golf or polo VW up the road near the toilet block doing this AST ASTA ASX bullscrypt with my arms and elbows though got my stuff and hoblered to the bus with the driver gobsmacked and thinking i cant beleive that happened and he is now catching the bus though yeah luckily i made it to the shop in time and got some packets of blank cards that typeing this now it would be good viewing such and or in future scannign my set/collection of over 50 or more that I created drawed on rit on during that year I got off the clinical injection for my schizophernia diagnosis trauma created and psychosis being swet nothing to a girl i desired or thought i loved unloving me and lust provideing a dog i was friend of not he a friend to me it seams with the information thought haunts?Z provide and psychLink embalm? just hell is my life sometimes I almost sure of it though really i could have crossed over to hell when that car hit me........

Anyhow i better finish this here and save it and upload it to my site:

u n f r e e . c o f f e e c u p . c o m 


OCD'd TIME STAMP: 10:19 PM SATURDAY THE 1ST OF FEBRUARY 2020.$