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Tuesday The 21st of January 2020.$ THE ONLY THING I HAVE DONE HERE SO FAR IS SNUFF, WRITE IN MY BOOK/JOURNAL 2 since the set of 11 of just address books that I started last year on the 28th of November 2019.$ Though yeahÉÉ
ÉÉ..ok now I should make more finite fruitation & write what else has happened whilst I have been sitting here on the couch in the lounge room. Well I have had some ciggysz and only got this packet then I am screwed my living condition, my human condition that relates to hydrophant seaweed myself - having to run on acidic sugar($) fluidsz & hours of radium?thalium-ed?solid mercury gold brick blocks within a metre of where I sleep have assisted / induced a near nil, (lol Shepp Still) heart beat & due to the Òover left fieldÓ an internal corrosion across from my epiglode operated oesophygus (when I was 2 or 3 years old when I was resident at the Royal ChildrenÕs Hospital Feb 1990 - Boxing Day 1990 discharge & when I got I think my now theft Raphael TMNT plush toy and exit with an elevator ride. ) though yeah I snorted too much once and I felt inside under my breast muscle and near inside the boob ribs a bit higher though and I had a heart attack or muscle hurt caused from the stimulant & the haunt?carried psychLink questioned or rather optioned and asked me iv I needed the neighbours MICA assistance though thankfully to my respected decision to ride it out I gave favour over the fence that way ever since how I wasnÕt forced into a duressed treatment, therapy, operation & or proceedure that I didnÕt want to be subjected to though yeah I think I just held my chest like taking some form of oath and then unsure iv I slept or what I did from then after being in such painful reduction pose and ?reiki? Or care? Though yeah that was I think 2017 it would have to be before my bone marrow deep shoulder arm clinical jab number two hundred and something just my mHell (mental health) needle worker returning ? Response ? Mood transference from myself snitching and making known how my worker would give me the sedation medication needle then leave and go next door where my cheating girlfriend at the time would meet up with that exact person and I was feeling deustched / stooged though yeah it went right in over two inch deep and luckily was my last at Home Depot needle as after that injection the moon phaze? And or just my life, my mind, my feelings?z, my directive & funnily enough how the legal framework Community Treatment Order that was and did bind me to consentuateting treatment=sedation anxiety bad bikkie feeling like an insect been sprayed with mortien noneuphoria though yeah the CTO lapsed and after lashing from the skirmish and search party/group police called out and whilst hiding been bitten by a Melbourne funnel web I sensed creep on me and paralysed me for 14 hours or so or more with me still unmoved and sensing with haunts?z adding to my thoughts an imaginary search unit person spotting my body and having me telepathically sense his thoughts being ÒI am not your friend, though I?we? Respect you soÓ then the other unit or bearer of the device imagined in likeness of a barometer saying or machine prompting Òno life detected, scanning, scanning, no lifeforms present? scanning.. though yeah this is why IÕm dead still given my tendency to lay motionless and not move a muscle or send any neuron electric bio-circus any energy necessary to command my body into a movement though I stayed still from what begun as day then night then before dusk I even sensed halve sighted an orb fly onto the verandah over the ballastraight and under the roof skirting to only then magically? Turn into a 6 or 7 foot? Nah 6 something tall black siluette like male figure that I questioned and thought for a brief moment that such heavy stepping figure person may have been my over halve decade prior mate that died of a overdose and pneumonia out in the sunshine maxi carpark or something back in 2010 before I got with Sarah though to better judgement? I decided not to gain the closest to mib IÕve witnessed or been in a situation that has such characters present other then the two or more years before when last night at hospital one week plus stay and the two black siluette humanoid men? Persons then hold my head as I pretended to be asleep only to have a riot gun held to the rear of my head and have a rod rivot needle like implant shot into my skull?brain?back of my head and as such inserted my eyes did the cliche eyes poking out wide open then shut into unconsciousness though yeah back to the over ten hours paralysis that was a combination of fear, ÒsmartsÓ, and a spider that I sensed it creeping up and bite me right at the end of the spine above the coxic bone and that night it was that cold it was another quibble for others to accept as a in reality did happen where I had thoughts narrate how Steve&Wendy had an ascendant? Parent or grand parent that was a spirit looking over them , my neighbours and due to never giving strife or intentional hard times the spirit being at the time being in line with the I thought Steve Irwin was with a Wendy though year or so later I found out was Terry or Toni though yeah anyhow from their general physical position a manta ray like spirit acted as a blanket and covered me and my body and helped / kept my body from freezing from the nights coldness and yeah anyhow I donÕt actually know or remember how or when I changed my location or even moved to being to re-position though after that episode I think the interview on a Friday? At psychiatric clinic portables that was only leading to another hospitalisation and fears manifesting into hellish reality though the worker that seen my ex girlfriend behind my back showed me the good in him and he granted me permission to go outside to have a cigarette in preumpt having an ambulance be called to transport transit me to the nearby Maroondah Psych Unit/ward admission HD though yeah as soon as I was in open air I bailed and hurried back to my car that my ex girlfriend was driving and told her GO ! GO ! Lets get out of here ! Asap ! Come on! And then I avoided meets and this all happened at the moon? Or weeks that were that of the last time of May 2017 and early June 2017 where I had the CTO lapse giving me put on 72hour assessment papers that I luckily managed to avoid being sighted and arrested and taken to a psychiatrist that already would have my fate and their mind already made up on what penalty or treatment tampering they would seam suit the current judgement shone? CanÕt spell made up words anyway that May of 2017 also was when I went outside from my parents on a thought and psychLINK that a love that predates everything or at least Allison my ex could such surface and be known to me and then I seen that really good looking older then me girl I posted on Facebook as the munchkin as she reminded me of the Mythen Girls and also on her approach up the street I thought and mistaken her identity for another girl I knew in primary school not sexually obviously though yeah being the coward and meek person I am I only muffled a hey kind greetings?z on passage already plighted? Planned? Destination set out to achieve though yeah I think unfortunately that nice girl who smiled as she passed apparently got sexually assaulted that time I was on the run from mental hell and living on the street at the FTG church in the garden near the horse steps and also up near where my further girlfriend ex and I used to live and funnily enough where I lived when I was with the girlfriend ex girlfriend that I tattooed her name onto my arm when I was 16 before 17 well someone else used the tattoo gun though me and her Mel got the same tattoo mine on my inner arm and hers on her spine at the back like a tramp stamp sorry for crude descryptive though yeah she filled hers in the dan coloured over though myself never altered it and also when dating Sarah refused to allow her ever getting any tattoos that once we broke up she got a love on her bicep muscle sorta though I am only thankful how it also says fore like four 4 as I was her 4th and the 4u 4 love and recently after doing the yesterdays birthdays best friend one of sarahÕs behaviour or socialistic or antisocialiol task or method of Facebook stalk-ing I noticed that Sarah posted that yesterday would have been 131 days until she has a kid so sheÕs pregnant !!! I was so relieved and thankfully to GOD as in the past after our abortion and the home SAW exprience that taught me of fundamental requirements for ones person to self combust well I feared either at the abortion clinic or somehow when I had that inquizition interrogation and had to eat the twisted pieces of metal for this crook cop that said iv I didnÕt break these young girls hearts the metal wonÕt kill me though that was a dream?nightmare I think though iv it was real it was near the time I bored my core and took over a gram of corrosive material and woke up on a toilet with a ring of dripping blood and could have fitted a tennis ball in me though disregarding any suggestion of rape I link such to the haunt carried ultimatum either cop it from a maggot stick evil bastard or loose my last muscle before the sphink it corroded away though yeah was spotting blood for at least 9months after that going to the toilet and that GOD knows how the body repairs and I know cold water has a lot to be credited for such when applyed to the exteria of the body not ever to be dranken drunken especially when in a nutrition sitch like me and parallell a seawater hydrophant and my equivalent is acidic sugars only V Suntory 500ml 53g sugar and or coca cola 40g sugar classic and full cream milk skim milk creates problems and water never drink anymore only closest I got to it recently was drinking the majority of the rest of a bottle of cranberry juice that was strange good sorta unsure to drink though yeah anyhow its the sulphur diet the volcano soap from mountains that in AustraliA I doubt u can ever see, though anyway its now 249am and I do not know when I started this file though its on a mates MacBook laptop so I better save it and then upload it to my site unfree.coffeecup.com anyhow till later on or return to some part of the scrypt where I have completely tangented and gone off on a rant ramble of reader beleives is incontected information and doesnÕt explain or resemble actual coherent England English and isnt at the skill talent as a nonsense dr suess though anyhow time now 250am TUESDAY THE 21ST OF JANUARY 2020.$ Though yeah I will time stamp it under this mass unparagraphed and or type set?ed? Edited? Post draft?made effort in making a more easy to read piece of thought transferance to keyboard anyhow time now 251am I need to save this and have a few smokes at least one and another can of Coca Cola classic 40g Ipswich sugarÉ.. 


OCDÕd TIME STAMP: 2:52 AM TUESDAY THE 21ST OF JANUARY 2020.$