202007242102preStart_Journal_Diary_Record_XII

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9:03pm - I am here up @ Alpine Lodge and currently have a.a.anxiety. & in need of the a.a.a.antidote !

9:04pm - I am now fearing bad shiFt is going to happen to people I know who help me, & I feel iv they are punished it is unfair.

9:05pm - I am or i should say I have anxiety primer & it has to do with adrenaline deficancy and fear or worry or unknowning where my next neccessity to never have such anxiety is coming from ?!!!