10:25pm - I just logged in on this computer and after looking again at the time as I was booting up this notepad program accessory application function computer thing found myself thinking "what? 10:26pm ? what was it again ? was it 10:30pm ? then remembered it was 10:25pm though yeah anyway....

10:28pm - it was just 10:27pm and now I am at this computer setup consisting of a wireless mouse and keyboard my smashed screen laptop and this monitor connected to the laptop connected to the power socket at the wall under this cupboard desk and I just came inside from taking the compost out to the garden bin and steped on some tallish grass plants that i think i snapped whilst after i said to them "sorry?u lot??for getting in my way.." though yeah after being inside drinking heaps of milk after a 500ml V canister i felt i needed this afternoon and after catching the bus from upper that i snuffed a mashed.up on, though think cameras?z & driver may jhave seen me put my head down lower though i lost my lighter either on the bus, in my mates car or at my brothersz where I was at before i got a lift and caught the bus to my parents up here:.

10:32pm - here i am still typeing i think i should get back into the routeine of doimng these pre-start journal entrys that remind me of year 9 drama classes at Emmaus back in 2002 that at most i only did a semester of, i bring it up only due to we had to write journal entrys for this teacher that unsure iv she was hot or not though anyhow im now proberly as old as she was then......

10:34pm - i got this list of typeing work to get done and also i am ment to get completed this 3rd time html page of all the links that my auntie has sent me via facebook chat conversations though yeah for some reason just thought of my exGirlfriend (might be because I had pizza with her earlier today with her around 5 or 6 with her illicitly driving me from pizza shop to local park and then me to an off the hill milkbar thats closed only to walk to cemetry then to my brothersz. it was a pity today as well when i first got on the train from upper to ftg when this girl got on the carriage behind me or was in there then she came into my carriage i was in and then sat few seat sets in front of me and she went threw her bag bent twisted sideways so i seen her face looking down into her bag and i noticed angryily "yep! rooster lips" >:( :( & tied in the assumed or presumed information of she must of spent the entire night before (haunts?zPsychLink later said only the morning for an hour only) sucking on my coulda been never a mate of mine whom was stupid enough to become Lerch on steroids though swells every set of lips not his girlfriends?z/wife de facto's that later that day thought must be the only reason she allows him to get head off every dumb bitch (not entirely hated just resented and waivers/eliminates any desire for intamacy from me or for me to give recieve from such girl feam no longer dream) though yeah explains why she doesnt want to ruin her face though it still to me is polgamee and cheat of her from him and her of him not doing it, though explains and gives the cant now rule out skeptics that 1 failed rent payment EVER oweing or such gets in arears then the tenant has to provide a female wife or not to suck off the landlord every week once for ANY $ oweing / in debt. = this shit is one thing i hate him for and believe china napalmed the east coast non residential/developed areas of bush of AustraliA as this ex mate had begun chinese language lessons to learn chinese mandarin for business purposes that he felt advantagous though i think the hate for prostitution and still unrevenged (aside owning dual-op Canada) the capture and defilement of chinese islands that constitute Japan and the xzystance of Geishas?z is more detrimental to china mongolia then radioactive irradiated soil contaminated. ....though yeah,

unhappy dan..

10:47pm - now 10:48pm and went back over this notepad file and added the needed bracket brs in oder to when saved as an .html file & not a .txt file it will translate to the computer to enter return drop line twice each paragraph segment of text i typed so that there is a open gap of no text between each time started section paragraph typeings?z typeingsz that i have done tonight...

10:50pm - i got an hour and ten minutes only left of today tonight the 6th of March 2020.$ & i was thinking i should do a paintfile or two and link them here or better made scrypt in the needed html code to have the paintfilesz appear on this very page ivyou scroll down when looking at it on the net and after i type the scrypt in. Notepad scrypting is tangibly like that of best ever better then dreamweaver program that we used to use(me and old primary school mates though already started highschool) evrsofts 2000? front page? first page? 1st page? the one that the Australian government used to create their websites the current freeware version is absolute maybe entirely though didnt use enough to be just in my opinion that it is complete shiFt that is compared to the nearer year 2000 free-download-able version that had like 10,000 pre-made/pre-scrypt/coded scripts that you could insert like copy&paste and had all these functions like webcounters and forms and heaps of stuff you could "add in" these scrypts though i think the version you may get today from the evrsoft site (will have to use internet and google to add in the links here on this page to make this html page more useful to others reading it, ill either change the previously typed from here words for those two site names or add the links somewhere else on my site though unsure iv i am to add those two, google & evrsoft then I should make a link to something more inportant and unfinished being the string thread idea of my gold and Israel'$ curse.

10:57pm - i am still up and have to edit this notepad file soon either before or after uploading it to the fourth link coffeecup.com and add in change add to the typeing scrypt the neccessary needed letteringsz s?z in order to make the html code correct in having whilst viewing this file html page on net being able and having a visable and working correct address hyperlink though yeah anyhow it was just those two company?functional sitesz: google.com & evrsoft.com though yeah......

11:01pm - now i am straightening up frmo leaning on my left hand with had my palm holding up my head on my cheek as all the prioor typeing to sorry before the 1101pm time i typed all with one hand doing moer index finger keyboard pokeing punching then spider like hacker cliche good over 100words a minute typeing though thats wrong i think as i thought 80words was 180words i think the fastest i can go is about just under 80 words it is above 60 i think unless it was counting characters letters them selves though i did a self timeing test where i typed a block of scrypt like this notepad files contents for like halve an hour and then word counted and found out how many characters keystrokes i did useing this site calculator that u just had to copy and paste the block of text letters typed and used calaculator for finding out the time wen divideing the halve hour or by the hlave hour whatever it was it was correct formula just ive become more stupid recently as i think i am brain damageing myself that doesnt really matter or phaze me as its self tampering and not mandatory surgery that i fear others will duress and shock me into(psychwards & that, hosptial, jail/gaol=prior over decade stint for crimes? and to prevent kiahood or kia-ship they are going to versektamee me or take out my groin nerves so i can not orgazm anymore and or pull myself in a surveillanced cell. I am not going to lower myself into some bitch policy or adapt one reason or mental insanity of those males that have a wrongness some state illness though it is my belief all rainbow ruiners of purple and weirdos of that dont want to even type branded name adjective i just believe deepest down all males want a girlfriend its just that either all of them cheated them or they had all of them or it could stem for reasons like they dont wank themselves and like me cant pick up a girlfriend and or want to root a girl that horror and incorporates that book 12 Goosebump name change "be careful who u upload" and in my thinking and religion i could say somewhere in mission statement or vision or objectives or policy is that having a girlfriend/wife like Sarah was for me almost the entire relationship she was one girl i would not have changed any physical detail or measurement of/with even her born with lazy eye that had me adore her at her effforts to concertrate and or focus on looking at me in the eyes as she would joke " i know :| " as her eye was struggling to catch up to where the other was looking i love you Sarah still to this day and it better not be a sick joke this pregnancy with u and Tommy and ultimately i will be pleased and very happy for you iv you become a mother (even iv with that at least not with you him being an assaultist) on your 25th?(i can see why i was a crook/typeing that) birthday.. though yeah one fear I have had is that you, U = Sarah due to our abortion and that damn Cymbalta that thankfully we stopped and didnt ruin ourselves your body further just i fear and feared that you wouldnt be able to have kids so hearing that u were pregnant on facebook even though im blocked on 4 of my accounts somehow i read the information though it pleased me muchly as you deserve the family dream the Australian Dream (iv not a solicitateing bastard) of being married and having kids living in your own owned home & not at the mercy of a evil person and or government that allows for insaneist bullscrypt that helps me think i was the friend and my mate wasn't or wont be unless something happens where the within 30metres... THERE IS ONLY A NON TANGENT LINKING SUCH A PERSON TO MY THREADS OF THOUGHT OF MY EX GIRLFRIEND SARAH AND A MATE I THOUGHT I HAD NOT BECAUSE THEY HOOKED UP OR NOT IT IS THE FACT THAT SINCE MEETING MY DIDNT KNOW I HAD SISTER IN DECEMBER 2017 after finding the human remains/bones in that years OCTOBER and i think ive been haunted of a different sourced mentally? mental illness though includeing her every girl i have had any interest in or sighted thinking looks good or shyness prevented me talking to and introduceing myself to girls there is a few not all of them i added to my facebook Purge_List page though due to a vendetta other girl down the street a88 born in a grade year level of 87s well she gets apparently $104k per year so like 2 grand a week to monitor these 3d renderer surveillance camera views that have for some reason me in scope due to the drug squad and this courtroom stated "ongoing investigation" when i fronted a Judge over a 2 gram possession charge that i represented myself saying i would prefer a monatory punishment and then kindly was dealt the $200 fine and unsure about court costs though yeah this girl that went to my primary school bloody msgs or rings i think its just a text to either this old mate i had or the girls themselves though its not just tinder that setup these 14 hour blowjobs of a spiked drink steroid lips ruining fecal faggot . sorry man you ruined with help of others almost every girl possibly thought of after finding the bones and after meeting for a split second that night at the station my youngest brothers twin who was born 97 though with my birthday date 23rd of June i think its a coincidence that shiFts me and pisses me off though the link of people isnt a maggotfeed connect that paralells or near a thought was best mate though is every candidate of potential female that i like or may be fond of, goes and favours him spoils him, even though he has a girlfriend though the decieit of this kunt like purchaseing this 1 of near or above not yet 30 rental propertys is living in a house only like a football kick away there is literally like after crossing the road out the front of my parents only 4or5 maybe 6 no more then 7 or 8 propertys in between where we live and i havent been told this from anyone its just the fragmented every other human as acute adept psychic normal mental thinking abililtys though mine are askewed and disfunctiate though didnt even say oi man live just here like how i introduced to all my friends in the past all or most of the girls i had been likeing and wanting as a girlfriend though silly me didnt know spike a b c always behind d's back took out or forned these girls i wouldnt even make porn as your kids have to see that, hang on that last bit is wakk though the porn of me and sarah i deleted only because it was after the abortion a few years months and must of been my subconsious that thought her husband not me even though i was pretty much will not apprieciate it and i dont need it for like this old friend i was and he not to me 30metre rule and this fear of future being forced to watch these pornos of him getting spoilt of every girl i liked loved and cared about all because they were either spiked or interested in him or his money just the source of resentment is core with him defileing and ruining these female vessels and God help me there has to be a girl eventually that chooses not him and shacks with me like Sarah did all those years back, and not just that as Allison did stick phat and chilled with me without a days break though she cheated or spoiled those males that were good to me though i consider such polygy as cheat and waivers her of the final girlfriend and wife being the same person though chilling with her not having penetration of either head or belly in thought allows for not another nightly let-down, devo, hopes lost, shrinked?, tormented? reality of current life and nights of every girl i put my hopes on to see me and kiss me at least is destroyed almost every single night not just from it physcially not happening just the adultery up the road with this person i spent my later teens and some tweens of my life being friends with whilst this dogging was happening right under my nose though was when i was thought to be out of sensory sense limits?Z anyhow hopefully there is a girl soon and better iv she is older then me, i wonder ivv the psychLink of an accented my dad saying "she is not to be here iv she is older then me and mum" that makes me think who is this 60almost plus year old that has her looks still about her?? a woman came to mind who always seamed seams attractive who is the mother of one of the first girls i kissed and fingered i think the year before i lost my virginity. anyhow cant be fruited continueing the lifes story part 1abcd43doesnt mean anything raddishberry laundry coca cola i should add the google search result for such here: asx:CCL - Coca Cola Amatil Ltd

11:33pm - it was just 11:32pm jut before though i continued on that previous paragraph for too long though yeah i need to save this file and open internet explorer and then serach for this coca cola search and copy and paste the link so others may see and also check those other hyperlinks i needed to make higher up nearer the start of this notepad or a mid way threw and thoughts of paintfiles well unsure iv i can be botehred doing any or will have time to or not bnefore midnight as i still need to use a few minutes to boot up exploer and go to site login and upload and edit these neccessarys though yeah thought of an 84 girl would be bonus and nice titty kissing in my dreams and in reality i now arent even replyed to lucky those primary school gumnuts near the front fence was nice to be included into such older girls circlesz.. though yeah i think im destined for some unknown as yet, or more so haunts hint at "a girl you wouldnt even believe youd be with" or "a girl you havent even dreamed of/about?yet? though typeing that hearing that langauge it seams like it is clue to another tattoo aftermath episode where my heart gets broken and stomach feels debowed and that night crying my tennis ball sized eyeballs out literally felt like eyes were purtrudeing my sockets from the squeeks in the inside bed of my after that night exGirlfriend who was slepiong with her 1st childs father that then had just gotten out of prison. 10:38pm - anyhow foolish me........

11:38pm - i should end this notepad file here and remind myself i have been typeing for over an hour i just relized i better save it ey? !!

OCD'd TIME STAMP: 11:52 PM FRIDAY THE SIXTH OF MARCH 2020.$