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u n f r e e . c o f f e e c u p . c o m - the site I first setup & signed up to coffeecup.com back in November 2012 when renting with my then girlfriend Sarah. 

....though yeah, 
since then, all that has happened is I spent near 6 months in this hospital/psychiatric rehabilitation?lockup/locked-down/institutionalization @ S.E.C.U. ( Secured Extended Care Unit) after a ten day detox and I think no joke exactly one hundred days after the forced leaving of my then girlfriend Sarah, who was forced to move out on August 18th 2015 from where we both were living, due to fighting and me myself just being to any others opinion a plain " junkie " though yeah that period after Sarah was forced to leave and myself did nothing to re-connect was the time when halve a decade to the date / calandar square today ! (30th of September !) was the day that I searched up my neighbours younger sister (still older then me!) on facebook and asktd her for a ciggy, & she replyed - something like= "yeah thats fine can I come down with my boyfriend ?) & im like "sure" and yeah then that day September 30th 2015 was the offical date calandar square I met her (my later girlfriend of 2016and2017) and her then boyfriend (Jesse A (an 1987 as well i think!)) though yeah with the following day being the start of October 2015 well it was near Jesse her boyfriends birthday and he then left and to my knowledge hooked up and concieved a kid with a new girlfriend and was living heaven or the Australian Dream out near Phillip Island, though yeah after he left I considered and thought of Allison


....anyway that October of 2015 I did sleep next to Allison on like the sixth day or night after knowing her from the September 30th 2015 date, thanks to me asking her older sister in the carpark at maxi's down in Upper Gully "? what was/is your sister's name ???) and yeah her reply "Allison" imprinted my mind and I chased her down as soon as I was back up the hill i think ? though yeah I knew Erin (the older sister) as she was friends with the girl i tattoo'ed an insignia that bore her name MEL (Melissa) though yeah that relationship was back in 2004 over a decade from back then when sitting with Erin @ Mel's house and she mentioned to me of the xzystance of her sister & my response was this thinking of ?i sense something undetermined with this person and or I reckon ill like her, like the response and feelings of when my mate told me of his uni friend (that he shielded and covered up the fact apparently the two met on tinder or something like that) though when my mate spoke of this new girl he met I reacted in this "I better not dog him though I reckon I will like her string of thought / feelings?Z though yeah anyhow....


! Now the time is 1136pm and it is only 24 or 25minutes until it is midnight and the end of September 2020 and the start of October 2020 and also is the calandar square and birthday of both one of my cousins and also one of my nieces that broke her leg the other day bounceing on the trampoline with her halve brother and somehow that I am told is she broke her leg and I said to my brother who was at the hosptial with her that I better make a Get Well Card or something for her and reminded him to reward and or encourage and or acknowledge and commend? her for not crying and brave-ing it / being brave. (A quality that her uncool uncle Daniel (MYSELF) fail to impliment and be of and hence are / am the complete opposite myself, me being a COWARD !!!) though yeah oh well, 

The time now is 11:39pm and now only 21 minutes 22 sorta untill midnight though yeah this is sorta more a journal entry though it isnt and is just the first file for 1st of October 2020 though I started it within the hour before midnight and correction truthfully this file this .txt file was started late of the final day date of September 30th 2020 so yeah time now 11:40pm !!!

Anyhow....


ultimately i could continue typeing and writting up this bullscrypt though I do have the task and was requested to type up 500 words that related to the subject "syringe cringe" the latest show currently going to be air-ed? view-able? run?ran?on show? @ GUZZLER GALLERY in Rosanna 

....though yeah I have now created five lots of four dots so I am out of sequence and or of order. Now only one minute till supersitious time of 1143 and the other connected one being 1256 though yeah untold of iv am or pm though yeah those number mean something to me sorta like 130 and 1445 though yeah think of that as money and the revenue or payments that one makes in order to retrieve sustinance or much needed commodities though yeah I should make some Commodity Exchange online though as I said that I remembered that my dad went off at me like over an hour ago last i seen him and copped the flak side chin jawline yelling absorption and me saying "its all because you think im Mums exboyfriends kid !!!" though yeah it may or may not he says in the past it is pivotable on me not working and having a job stead employment hence myself not helped out with the $100k deposit on houses my brothers were lucky enough to own & yeah......


The time now is one minute pas 1144pm so 11:45pm and only a quarter of an hour till midnight & yes I need such and only have GRANDuler?IDEALations?that initial diagnoisis of myself that had me trapptd and forcefully entered into the psychiatric system of this state and community localitys psychiatric hospital and place for those that are "unwell" and insane....


....anyhow now that just there is the 7th .... <=- that being the 8th though yeah I should end this document here and just link it to the actual first file i create and save after midnight tonight !!!


till then ehhhhhh ketchyahh!!!!!


OCD'd TIME STAMP: 11:48 PM WEDNESDAY THE 30TH OF SEPTEMBER 2020 : |