Thursday The 24th of September 2020

06:15 PM - I am now here and sweating like buggery all because due to only have-ing 20 cigs left in my packet & no chance of extra finance and example and criteria meeting for further inpoverishment headquarters takeing over my money$ though yeah did a mish to the end of the street up a bit where there is this ten year or so old prefacture or signal box that took ownership of this best cool carpark spot i used to frequent with myself and sometimes co-companions that side saddled like a girl i miss almost as much as the love i used to always get without fail and duress or unwantingness Sarah i love you still to this day though hope you and Tommy and the bub live a normal-as-much-as-possible life and injoi the AustraliAn dream that how many I do not really want to know suffer and live without...

Anyway,

unfree.coffeecup.com & these two stickers that I deployed today tonight after catching the bus and also at the uftg bus stop I placed an ourfuture.coffeecup.com/688.html piece of sticky strip that webpage doesnt currently xzyst and i have to sign in online and upload such saved on this computer file that I gotta make after I save this preStartJournalDiaryRecord number 37 i think im pretty sure so XXXVII anyhow the other site i gotta make is http://ourfuture.coffeecup.com/the_ruins_.txt as i put the second thin sticky strip on the gate at the ruins though yeah these two sites i need to quickly make and the time being now 6:20pm I am best to wind this up and save it and upload it as well and add to the inbed sorta hidden or visitors to the site loose interest and dont find or bother looking for some of my menus I should think about streamline-ing the site and makeing it liek that June July 2017 where it was just one page with a list of links on it before going out of control adding all the major share public listed on asx company$ and other sites i though that encase Government and goodizm sorta being that Freemasonry links as in 2009 i think i approached the Masonic Lodge on a wimm that haunt had me thinking "just staet your Grandmas maiden name, last name " and i did and they the old dudes there all got out there books and showed me a bible like passage that I was already familiar with beign that in heaven the 144,000 characters that a mate elsewhere had mentioned its 133,000 people though yeah think about it how many people do you know ? how many do you know their name ? how many randoms do you recognise their face ? how many cars drive pass all encaseing at least one human onboard how many cars go past you a day on foot or in your vehicle ? and when considering that according to some years ago census there is only 6 million Victorian citizens civilians people alive known or not and of such there are only 144k or 133k of them that actually desserve heaven... :'( : ( no wonder im still in dantes unfunny lifejokes hell purgatory and or aheaven that without a girl a girlfriend like Sarah a girl that loves me unconditionally and doesnt want to be anywhere else on the planet other then next to me back then well life aint good enough just yet though im hope-ing and praying that soon im salvationed and a girl steps into my life or at leasdt contacts me astat ! anyhow the time was 6:25pm now it is 6:26pm I better finish this off and dual breaker drop line this paragraph and end with a starting bold font OCD'd TIME STAMP.

OCD'd TIME STAMP: 6:26 PM THURSDAY THE 24TH OF SEPTEMBER 2020 : |