emma just wondering ? AVO prelude ??? !!

Daniel Dawson <CENSORED>
11:23 PM (0 minutes ago)
to Emma


emma,

sorry for all my bullshiFt and iv i annoy you or frustrate and or have you feel awkard and have to avoid me or unreply my reaching outs to you, though yeah I had this thought iv it was true that you didnt hook up with Niall (86born dude i introduced you t that time in upper gully in the car when he sat behind you) and iv that horrible scenario of you ? ar ftg?circle metal seats where the "thinking man" wood sculpture is near the train track crossing in FTG lower gully the bullshiFt when someone fired the potato/lemon gun cannon at you driving past and broke your face, and me thinking it was the exact same pvc cannon that Ross had at his place and that in fact you didnt hook up with Niall it was more him in the car and with ross or whoever stole thefted the homemade cannon and that was there physical connection and wasnt sexual, though that may be all wrong and it was only the thought of you tattooing to your arm your firsts name (and also mine :) daniel though ossywire not dawson anyhow i thought how my tattoo saying MEL or 73W or almost EM in a mirror though its more 3W or 3M or something though how after me and MELissa Robbins broke up how Sarah's mum was a MEL and how it still fitted with love like marriage relations etc though was sorta wishfull thinking thinking wonder iv ever in the future or now or in the past emma thinks of me when sighting that arm sleave tattoo ? though yeah i believe you have other names on you like Cory and or Josh Waterstone though yeah iv it is false and unture that you spent 6 weekends with Niall behind my back and in truth it was coming out and seeing me / getting lifts off me and it was behind Josh's back ? and thn years later behind sarahs back (uftg the church behind maxi1, boronia1near dan murphys other derilict shops, and then the 3rd being at Barton the house i was renting with sarah in FTG though then not seeing you until 2016? when I was with Allison Robins though yeah then there was 2017 december i think when I delivered butter to your dad fearnig he had to eat dogfood and then again starting initiate-ing constructing a finite extensive debt list with everyone that i owe on it though since then ive created over two DEBT($) / LIABILITIES portfolio & will kit....... though yeah I do want you to see such and i was thinking as i was meditateing dreaming that would be cool for me to walk polly my grandmothers female dog pomeraininon cross jack russel with you and potato at least these two locations that i have to be of the bus to complete those two being : THE LEWIS RD residential estate near the factorys and knox city and the other place area is ROWVILLE dandelion estate though yeah I would have to purcahse a $6 twenty four bottle slab of water bottles and have like a pram or something to carry and distribute all the water bottles to each tap that i may of in past taken water from and deploy all the 24 water bottles though yeah that was an activity i though would be cool az iv you helped me with such......

anyway
........iv you are bored check my websites though ill add th link to this idea of a mneu im going to try and keep regimented andin order and every day add just at least one link to it though yeah below are the sites:

http://ourfuture.coffeecup.com

and,

unfree.coffeecup.com

http://unfree.coffeecup.com/

and heres the new menu list link:

http://unfree.coffeecup.com/2020/SEPTEMBER/15/A20200915indexPAGEoneQsomeYEARahead.html

though yeah enough of me , just emma iv you feel up to it visit me or msg my mums phone or email and ask me to meet you even though i have no phone and or comms i can be somewhere arranged iv neded though yeah i score near your house iv it is near the arboretuem well score coingage as i deposit my empty aluminium cans there though yeah would be good to sight stroll walk next to you or sit with you though yeah even iv we gotpizza ? mt d ? cuold even deliver it to you dads in hillton though yeah im in ferny creek at my parents though around the back not the front now like i was when u visited that once though yeah i think im sorta wasteing my time and yours as i think you dont like me enough to want to ksis me so sighting my email is sorta an ordeal and iv it is hence why i dont msg every single day for enternity like i would iv we were together though even then i think i wouldnt as iv i was together with you id want you within a metre 2metres max distance away forever never ditching like me and sarah sorta were until jobseeker work ruined us though yeah im on the dsp get paid this Wednesday the 16th of September 2020 a total of only $841.20c AUD per fortnight only got8 pays left though yeah just remembered and thought im cheating this girl who may like me though  like my quote on my paintFILE i last posted i know im cheating her all the time (thinking of other girls/ getting close etc/) though once i kiss her i wont cheat her im pretty sure tthough yeah dont know her name like i know yours emma eliza?even though i thought it was elizabeth and you dropptd the beth bit due to niall number 9 and some other bullscrypt like that though yeah care about you emma always will hoep you feel good soon and something happens that makes up for the recent semi recent step dad sewerslide that obviously effected both you and your mum and two sisters though yeah im going to boot havent had a ciggy for hours due to gearing at this computer though you need to get on the cryst my lord and saviour and off the alcohol for good ? crystal way better though iv you crystal and booze you will despair and fail for sure everyone does ive only gotten this far because i havent drank any pretty musch bar one occassion where there wasnt coke on its own or something or i just got busted with gear walking aout of a rental straight into police custody though that was 2017? i think and i got a diversion had to go to that anglicare 666 mountain hwy place and have an interview though yeah avoided court what was the best of it ! though yeah other then that afternoon i havent drank booze since before my 29th birthday in 2016 so yeahgood stuff ey ? can thank cigarettes and crystal completely for that and havent had my 4th bong yet since my pops funeral weekend ? or just only haD3 CONES 3 SINGLE CONES ON THREE SEPEARTE DAYS SO ONLY 3 CONES SINCE aUGUST sEPTEMBER 2017 THOUGH YEAH had them all this year 2020 anyhow defruited my text and computer will probs delete halve of that i type so i better leave it at that !

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11:23 PM MONDAY THE 14TH OF SEPTEMBER 2020 : |