1hour of work for my brother Jesse on his block to kill the one $10-$14?debt
Though for this owed 60 minutes of work on his block i want to do 6x 10mins,
So i will work for ten minutes on six different occassions! i should go now!
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5th line=Fifth line= $ / dollar sign line & this being the Xth68line txtFILE
Though yeah i will save it as A20z10703Xth68lineFILE_000$.txt to be pickyish
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Anyhow now on the 8th line and thinking i gotta do this line for no reason &
go and do another 60 lines or one less then that now for the fact this line-
-this line means there is only 58 more lines for me to type up though yeah I
think that I shouldnt really even bother doing this total of 68lines though-
-though thinking about it I defs should save it and finish it later & do not
type in any information that can not be witnessed read by the public anonyme
Line 14: @14 years old I first tryed to smoke dope & yeah now 20 years later 
I only have had ten cones total since August/September2017 when i sorta quit
Anyhow makes me panic and be agrophobic and those 8th,9th,10th1sz I couldn't 
even go to woolworths due to no dutch snuff or courage and no fluids that on
that morning was the mission to go and purchase though yeah anyhow now how I
have had ten cones since August/September 2017 I should maybe not have any @
all or yeah best not keep any rules to it though a good thing it makes me be
more forgiveing and able to see failures to express though mainly humbles me
and makes me understand that threatning and asault murder death hurting any1
is the wrong thing to do though do not think that having that intention goal
that my exmate had in his mind when a girl older then us both apparently did
a sexact that hurts me typeing or thinking about because i did like both her
and her sister though innocently and family friend wise just hellingly makes
me upset and 9 hours of drug assisted motormouth has me shattered & thinking 
making anyone, forced or not, be spiked and sin is the "i got to do this to-
-all Dawson's Girlfriends" and yeah...... ........oh well, my hell & my loss
30th line...... ! the unfairness of 2 million or 2 billion @ 1.00%p/a fixtd!
and as a fixtd comparisson rate for 25 years & is this only for "money bag$"
this unfair that i and no one else is allowed to be granted such a cheap one 
way to easily make a fortune this "interest only investment line of credit",
34th line and 34 years old we both are this year 20z1 b'days already passed.
35th line though yeah this only happened apparently bcoz years ago like 2005
or 2006 when this 9 hours head giving deitress the family friend female that
emotionally discomphorts to think that she over spoiled him after being date
spiked & me being stategically knocked out with an alphapharm pill so I go &
drink alcohol then fall unconcious so my mates can have these two girls that
night all to them selves even though the other girl had a boyfriend over and
yeah after that night I woke up and had dreamt the future in that sleep so I
then fidely urged my memory and main point of the dream said to my thought 1
of only a few mates (as @ the time i had no idea he spiked the girls i like)
anyway i said to him hurryly "in the future ask for a one percent loan youll
make heaps of money like heaps you have even a sik sports car and shiFt" the
information objectively was to the sound of that though the critical measure
information was this 1percent interest and he marked his calandar the year I
said the dream/nightmare was in & then said "though man, I hated you, you in
this dream/nightmare were wrecking forns and making my life hell!!!!" though
he didnt really care and then we would of had a mix and continued on as this
dumb moron though yeah for being ignorant or too stupid to anothers handicap
anyhow i only found out about this after quitting dope and when psychLINK my
psychosis ? the thought was a head rivot to only later eariler this year the
thought of such head-rivot inplantation may have been a labodomy to the rear
of my skull on my last night that stay / episode I was hosptialized @ one of
the nearest psychward and not like in maybe incorrect images on the net of a
rod being inserted threw the front of the face threw the gap near your or in
your eye socket to gain access to tamper the brain though yeah life is hell.
anyhow without a girlfriend a girl / feam / female companion like my aborted
baby's mother who did loved me and i her though fighting and the psychiatric
service workers decided to force us to split up and a hundred days later the
fated detrement to me and of no gain to anyone else just less annoyance & me
away not bane-ing and was admitted to a long stay psychiatric "rehab" for my
six months that started near or before or in the same time the ten day detox
then the 6 months @ this S.E.C.U. Secured Extended Care Unit, my unit was 4B
and yeah nearly fully ruined my life or more so total fact having saved with
my relationship and year prior saving into a FHSA (First Home Saver Account)
i saved a total of $10,000 & it was all spent whilst SECU took my pension$$$