Dan's Diary 2016 Page 11 8:09pm 15th of May 2016

Back at SECU here after the weekend and now I got strip searched and yeah I hate this place though I can put up with it I just want to get out of here. I am listening to Hilltop Hoods - Wont Let You Down, I have just taken my nightly meds and yeah just putting up with the bullshit that Secu is. At least the nurses are ok. I am needing to have a eact date set so I know how long I am going to be here for I want to get the fuck out of here. I saw Sarah's wall on facebook and how she is in a relationship with the new boyfriend and it hurts I dont like it I am happy that she is happy though I miss her alot a hell of alot I'm always going to love her she was my 1 well my 21, 21st girl I slept with I wish to see her again and I want to move on though I still love her and want to be with her at least in heaven. I am sure we will be together again in the future well in life after death I just hope that it is true that I will see her in heaven and that there is a life after death. I miss you baby I just hope that I can move on and find someone else like Kimberley to love. This new case manager is hot well at least good looking and I look forward to working with her. I dont have a girlfriend at the moment so how cool would it be if I got with this worker it would be a dream come true. I just hope I can get the fuck away from mental health diagnosis, currently I am diagnosied as a skitzophrenic and that I have anxiety issues. I hope I can break free. I need something to do with my time and make something of myself. I hope this case manager helps me. I look forward to the future just I want to be out of secu already. I really can not be fucked staying here I want more leave. I want to get the fuck out of here and be free at least free-er I just want to have my own house and live a life I want to live. 

Dan's Diary is missing alot of pages or at least time where I should have been writting journal entrys just not in the habit of doing so. I want to get out of here as soon as possible. I find out on the 18th so after this sleep it is only two more sleeps and I am out of here. I have been told it is end of May start of June. So cant get my hopes up that much. I want to get the fuck of here now not in weeks I am sick of this place. I cant wait till I am out of here. It will be so good and cool.

It's just a matter of time. Till I am out of this shit hole fucking shit secu place facility ward hospital shit. I cant wait till I am a free man I hope I get better.

That is enough for now I will stop typeing I will go to sleep soon, the meds are kicking in so sleepy. Anyway secu is shit nothing good to write. The people are ok just the place is a shit hole its newly built though just the whole setup is fucked I hate it. I am going to go I just will be bagging out Secu if I keep writting.

Ehhhh ketchyah

PS last night Niall's 30th was good better than expected I enjoyed myself. 

Anyway I'm off ehhh ketchyah!

8:28pm