Here I am writting about the day I hope that Kim is not a cheater tho it scares me how she is seeing these guys and god knows what she gets up too. I don't know if I should be paranoid though thoughts are filling me with fear. I hope she is all that and looks after me that would be cool just I need my own place I need to save more money I put an order in for 181 Anz shares so I'll have 205 shares in ANZ which will give me a decent dividend each 6 months. I hope I am not too long stuck at SECU it is a shit hole I hate it here I want to be free and so I can do what ever I want I just hope that I get out of here sooner rather than later. I have been put on a order till my birthday tho I want to be discharged way before that I haven't got a chance to get out yet I could run away tho I bet I'll be keep here longer that I need to be, Kim if you read this I'll be here for you for as long as we last I hope the novalty of me hasnt worn off. I hope my life gets better it is better because I have you Kimberley tho I worry that I'll be trashed eventually as waste. I hope I get to spend a lot of time with you this year and it is not just a fling. I just guess I will be waiting to see if I see you again in the morning you have been a great support and she, you, are assisting in my recovery I CENSORED you babe, honey mustard. Anyway I havent written alot on this page tho I will wind it up here with saying ily and ehhh keytchyah!!!!