My new life new number new year new existance!

a letter to all those that wonder where my heads at these days,
listening to linkin park hybrid theory album with different end track.

Here I am as a detainee inside the secu facility institution for the mentally ill,
I am going threw different feeling each day some days I suffer from anxiety and minor strokes other days I'm fine.

Today Im fine feeling pretty good because I have leave as of tommorrow when I get picked up from secu and go home,
to my parents house.

Christmas is in two days two sleeps one more sleep in secu then home for two days, well two sleeps, should be good!

I wonder if Taylor is all good and so wonder about Sarah my ex of five six years it was a long relationship, my longest!

I hope life gets better now that I am drug free for a month as of christmas day I quit dope and ice on Nov 25th 2015.
I hope I get a clean piss test by the end of this stay at secu. I need it for a successful screen at Frankston Forensics!
I want to get my licence back I want a new car also Im thinking of buying Bretts BA falcon for $2,000.00 which I think is a good deal.
I am looking forward to seeing Taylor tomorrow. Funny because Im listeing to linkin park - with you! it just finished now. Next Song Points of Authority!

Forfeit the game .....the pace is too fast you just wont last!

Anyway looking forward to 24/48 hours on the outside going to soak it up and NOT TAKE ANY DRUGS other than Green V Energy Drink and Cigarettes!

My life my pride is broken.......you live what yourve learnt!

...takes you out of the frame, and puts your name to shame!!

All thoughts in my head at the moment are not much just - Who is catch 22? how is it all that tho nothing at the same time maybe Im looking at it wrong....

Life is good at the moment because I saw the doctors today and thought it went well didnt get any bad news, so far....

Crawling in my skin, these wounds they wont heal......confuseing what is real.....

The tension is easeing,
My heart beat the street eats my feet my shoes me heels are not in pain im the same as the next person pursueing a dream, my feams ive loved and lived next too.

There is not much i can talk about really, maybe I should start a diary of my life at secu?! I think this can be the prelude document of what is known as "Dan's Diary" 
23/12/15 4:51pm