prestartJOURNALentry20z10514k14o24one1st1.txt ==== - = - ============== - ========= - ===== - ============ ok ! here i am finally here and i noticed like my computer laptop setup up at Alpine Lodge FC this computer was not responsive to my request to open the start menu and at Alpine once i sign in after typeing the password then when i load or click on the desktop shortcuts for Microsoft Edge, Paint and notepad well it takes for ever maybe due to the takes forever to load free version of hated for not paying 1199cent$ per month song provider program spotify, im sure there is plenty of spyware in and on my computer at alpine though yeah still been thinking of going to cashies ( cash converters ) and purhcaseing a $120ish $130ish older laptop like a 2000s around 1 that has windows xp for i only need a laptop for notepad .txt files and .html files and also microsoft paint and defs needs a usb flash drive port & or has a cd or dvd burner ability though yeah i wouldnt want to ever connect such to the internet though like Medical Argus the internet is always connected though yeah I just got a phone call from Allison just speaking to her now on my mobile i gopt off Granny yesterday though yeah shes says "flexiride" she said reminds her of lace ? shes saying call the service & is now reading information the service has provided so yeah, . 6:09pm - the time now a minute later and is 610pm & yeah i really want to meet her mum so i can pay her her tatts syndicate win$$ that she is entitled too from a under ten dollar tattslotto ticket win one draw i think last year though with all the positions and people she only grossed/netted a oweing from me of $0.82c AUD though I made it better for her and chose some coins from my collectionss that had years of mint that ment something to her like her two daughters Erin 1980 and Allison 1983 = the last girl i had sex with, and only since hooked up with only Cat, Catrina twice & due to the feelings of the last/second time and none of my heart in it ive been refuteing and contesting psychLINK and haunts in their suggest and quote "there is no one till your dead" . anyway.... OCD'd TIME STAMP: 6:13 pM - F R I D A Y - T H E 1 4 T H O F M A Y 2 0 z 1 ! ! !