......this file was a 287 byte file and reminded me of the idea and delusion false prophecy of working in upper gully at a warehouse making this newsletter with my wife and mates i grew up with were still in contact renting part of the warehouse floorspace fora safe car loaction ensureing the computer laptop and light bulbs were running and paid for though other things like life back at home ( when the idea was home was also this warrehouse factory not really due to the fact it was just me and my inmaginary wife & my unholy dog mate ex friend now since these future false psychLinks was thought of a candidate and reality to provideing this measly hundred or so on the frequent though the 387 was ment to me me my dog mate rCo and my God Brother Agost we us 3 beingthe 387 though yeah it was fully due to the reality of a for sale sign saying 387m2 that was it and the wife girl in the imagery ending up being a woman who either died giving birth or suicided before she was 30 i think i had just turned 30 near abouts at the time im now 34 years old.

Anyhow I got given these three supersitious like chinese cats two white and one gold from a dude off facebook who i had previously met in person around the time i was with Sarah that now could be said over a decade ago or at least a half anyway COVID was mentioned pure bullscrypt evil and thought of bad inflections pandemic and complaint sense bullshiFt think people didnt want to work when they were paying 3 or 4 % per year interest in 2020 and some whoremongering28not even?27 got the 1 . 0 0 % p/a loan in i think 2015 the time year i got sent to SECU , why oh why DAN smells says the cheat and the moocher even the working one anyhow at least that 3 grand i loaned paid for that over a hundred aussie hiphop cds that me and another mate would listen to almost religiously it just shiFts me that the council pay good money to defea on public bbq and denyed me knowledge of any girl i remembered and due to be post primary school pov cunt cant hold a job or get paid right well maybe those dreams ? nightmares of working at Ringwood Pool reloading the pool chlorine catches and washing the bathrooms and empting the bins all for $60 a night or something just to finance the neccessity consumption neccessity to prevent ideas like methadone or similar unknown for my not schizophrenic condition just a social dilema or lazyness doesnt get used as much as it used to given my memory of being 2 years old in the Royal Childrens Hosptial for 10 months i think Feb 1990 till boxing that year anyhow i had my 3rd bday there and this exmate im hateing on he had an older sister and she was in the same ward trippy huh ? defruiting bastard being unholy and therefor ungodly and a destroyer of things sacred not just things held secret, like kt's number....

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