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Pre ST art ======== this is fucked I cant not be fucked with the bullshit coincidence I saw Allison and Brett on the train when I went back from Upwey to goto Upper Gully. I pray for Allison that her life gets better and also that by my birthday or at least by the time I am 30 I will have at least had a conversation to asta with no overlay of psychlink maddness.... (like the time she was wrapped when I came to her window and I was too sleep deprived and was coming off the medication and the D1 and D2 receptors were only reuseable not covered in neuro-synapse blocking diodgey gel or inhibiter it is fucked I really wanted to her that which she said and most I remnember other than her smile and climb to the window to greet me was her laying back down saying something well it was the psychlink overlay of her saying some shit like BOWVINE rules? WTF IT IS FULL CRAZY BULLSHIT COW DANG DING DONG PRODUCTIONS THE MOVIE OF MY INFAMINITY LIFE.. I SO WANT HER AS WIFE.. THOUGH IN REALITY THE SITCH IS AS FOLLOWS AS IN MY OPINION: she is moving out of her parents well her and Adam and Mels house so she is away from Georgia and not sure which is happening with Leeson though he maybe? hopefully not dead.. I am quite sure she will be taking her black cat with the white square on its leg and also she is to be living with her mother the one I saw at the Salvation Army in FTG in 2013? I'm not sure though images of that means that I know those two have got my interest or value or judge that I am a decent person underneath the slander and false public opinion based on the information and not calculating the real strength and weakness that is my complete epic fail as EPG put it first well she just told me the quote Epic Fail anyway I cant be fucked writeing this shit though I should do as the side psychlink is suggesting and maybe forward these prestarts to only ASTA because then maybe she may get an in derstanding of how I actually really am so she may CUT THE CRAP AND SIV THE SHIT!! YA YA YA YA CARNT BE FEKKED WRITEING MUCH BECAUSE I AM GETTING DEPRESSED THAT ASTA STILL HASNT TALKED TO ME AND IM ONLY REALLY STAYING CLEAN AND AVOIDING USEING AND BASICALLY GIVING IN AND GOING TO THE WHORES OR SEEING ANYONE ELSE THAT DIDNT WANT ME WHEN I WAS PRETTY MUCH SINGLE ANYWAY ASTA IM GOING TO SEND THIS PRESTART6 TO YOU ONLY CAUSE I CANT BE FUCKED WITH ANYONE AT THE OMENT AND JUST WANT YOU AFTER THE FACT SINCE YOUR STEP SISTER LEFT ME THE 2 GIRLS IVE BEEN WITH HAVE BOTH CHEATED ME AND ADULTERATED/CHEATED/HOOKED UP WITH OTHER MEN SEXUALLY BEFORE I MOVED ON AND IM TRIED OF THE BULLSHIT AND CAN NOT BE FUCKED WITH ANYONE ELSE ON THE PLANET TO PUT MY HOPES AND DREAMS ON AS BEING THE ULTIMATE BRILLANCE (PRIVATEER WING COMMANDER COMPUTER GAME NAMES OF CONTRABAND(TANGENT THREAD)ANYWAY) ASTA I REALLY NEED TO KNOW YOUR MIDDLE NAME AND IF YOU ACTUALLY HAVE ON AND I NEED PROOF THAT IT IS THAT WHICH IM GUESSING BECAUSE IF I WAS DESERVING ENOUGH TO HAVE YOU AT CLOSEST THEN YOU WOULD BE MY 24 NOT THE BD WRITEN ON NEEDLES THOUGH ID RATHER THINK THE BD BIRTHDAY (23RD JUNE 1987) and the 24kt/24ct which is pure gold 24 parts pure 0 parts other/nonpure. I hope your not scared of me Asta like your old man has told me though I can longer ever go even onto the street ive lived on twice in my life 2004 with the girl I tattooed to my arm and 2012 when I lived there near the creek with Sarah the only girl who had almost given me a child. If it displeases you me mentioning her I wont though it was only due to the abortion that really destroyed our union and our ability to consummate our love the only good I see in the fucked up sitch is that I gave passage to me being able to think of you as a person that I would rather be killed or die then hurt your feelings. I think you have been ridiculed and teased or told fibs and bullshit due to you just knowing me Asta just know you are pretty much my bindi dot or hindu forehead scaring if thinking like a religious freak though Asta please contact me I'm fucking lost regardless and pretty much tearing up now because which is the point of existing off drugs if I cant have siomeone that I know is as nice as you. I care for a lot of people though I really want to make life good for you and make it up to you to say thank you because you have kept me strong in that seweerslide and all the mental health bullshit seams irrelevant to discriminate me with only because of the idea that you are the purest it gets I'm sorry I'm a dumbkunt just know your presence would make me know if I should go fuck off or keep you till either of us die I'm over the idea of falsehood and whoreism and you are the most not of sin I can think. anyway I'm still off the shard never had needles only the consentual forced needle rapeing of my body with intramuscular syringes for mental health bullshit and I really don't want to go to marrondah because the place is hoodwinking every dumb civilian imbelcile... anyway Asta I cant yet give up smoking ciggys and I haven't had even a pipe of deven/billsill though yeah I don't need medication and trickery no option out of "treatment" which is just sick in the psychology psychiatric aftermath of socialist nazi nationalism globalism evil that is too prevalent in the world that no one has the right or rite they really believe they have or its just ive been too voitile and a threat to presecution of 2nd lesser class discriminated people the NUJJEWs the UNWELLs anyway ASTA 119201 X+XXX+X+ I pray I get at least your tone of voice someday soon I cant really wait till my birthday cause its just gonna be completely fucking miserable even if every human I care outside of the idea of having you is present it would be the ultimate nightmare if I don't get a conversation or sentence from you still while I'm 29 and yeah fuck this ehhh ketch ehhh ketchyah glad I metchyah just I getchyah not completely because I'm still without knowing I don't gamble though life is uinpredictable well at least for me and I cant be fucked going to sleep just wanting to wake up to your face and not... ....im running out of steam young one... ANYWAY ILL SEND YOU THIS AND GO HAVE A CIGGY CAUSE WITHOUT THE BURNING EMBER IN MY PROXIMITY AND DEATH IN MY TAINT LUNGS IT IS DISCOMPHORT TILL YOU CALL OR MSG OR I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THE FUCK YOU WOULD CONTACT ME THOUGH DID YOU GET THE CANVASSES I DID FOR YOU? OR THE REST OF THE HOUSEHOLD? ANYWAY ASTA IM AT THE LIBRARY IN FTG NEAR WERE YOU WORKED NEAR WHERE IM STAYING THE NIGHTS OFF THE STREET THOUGH ITS THE 20TH June 2017 AND THE TIME IS 2:50PM ITS NOT THAT I REALLY NEED A RPOOT LIKE I WANT YOU AS ANY BOY WANTS A GIRKL THOUGH THE POINT OF THE 1ST START ASTA IS JUST GUIDEANCE THAT ISNT THE HAUNT TAUNTS THAT HAVE ONLY BEEN BENIFICAL ONLY FOR MAKING ME CONTROL MY KUNDILLINI AND SKITZNESS ANYWAY IM NOT A MEANIE I THINK YOU KNOW THAT THOUGH IM BECOMING FULLY FUCKING CLOSE TO IMBELCILE COMPLETENESS AND JUST DEVOE WHEN I LOOSE FAITH THAT THE HOPE OF YOU MAY BE ALL IMAGINATION AND NOT IN TRUTH THE REALITY ANYWAY ASTA I GOT TO SEND YOU THIS AND HAVE A CIG AND START THE WORK I NEEDED TO GET DONE WHICH I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHICH IT ACTUALLY ISD PANTRY LISTS OR DEBT LISTS OR SOMESHIT THOUGH REALLY I JUST WANT TO HAVE PIZZA WITH YOU REAL SOON LIKE WITHIN TODAY OR TONIGHT OR BEFORE MIDNIGHT 22ND JUNE BECAUSE IF I TURN 30 WITHOUT HEARING YOUR VOICE NOT ON PSYCHLINK WHICH IS NOTHING TO THE VIBRATION THAT I REALLY AM FOND OF HEARING ANYWAY ASTA YOU BETTER CHECK YOUR MSG ON FACEBOOK CAUSE I HAVE NO MOBILE I RETURNED THE ONE I BOUGHT LAST NIGHT BECAUSE ITS JUST SUPERFICIAL SHIT THAT HAD KEPT ME AWAY FROM A DARILING LIKE YOU ANYWAY EHH KETCH... FROM D A N D D A N I E L T H O M A S D A W S O N PS. I NEED TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE A MIDDLE NAME I HAVE PROOF OF THE GUESSES THOUGH I NEED TO HEAR FROM YOU OK EVEN IF YOU DONT HAVE ONE YTHOUGH I THINK YOU MAY IM NOT SURE YA YA YA YA YA YA ETC ETC ETC ETC ECT ECT ECT ECT ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP PZ AL,PZAZ;[AFMWEOP]G TJWM4IOPEM VTHIPOEA ,GJRIOPS,V TJRBIO;P, YJAO[WQ N 2:56PM 20/6/17

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