alright a letter of the apistoff dan daws towards thatman i refer to as datman of the robins household.
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i have no qualifications that have been completed in a nationally recognized training education formality.
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now cjr... i respected you only to a point that point is that besides my father and the neighbours ive known i always since?
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im sorry if you have died or had an accident or been killed or had a misfortune like any other male in history does end up falling victim too...
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i have a predispotition to not realise even today how much broadcasting my mind does without speaking over certain amount of decibells or pressure to emitt a
translatable message that may be understood by the audience when that is either the person im having in thought or its their servitude serf that is listening...
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look i love/lovedd both your daughters untill i relised that there was more to the story then i had been told..
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the point is like God description in the bible now possibly been destroyed or altered or rewritten wrongly or bullshit upon bullshit.... ==========================================================================================================================================
i have a feeling due to my operation in 1990 before march 1991 so it is possible i was in the royal childrens hospital for maybe even a year though im hopeing it was less though i feel quite sure i missed my 3rd birthday due to the fact i was deamed dead basically or that due to the fall in the caustic soda child home invaders idea of making my old homes bathtub into a drug batch, not due to my parents or family ive known growing up though because of this incident the home invasion of feb 8th 1990 i think if its 1989 thats fucked it cant be because my brother under myself he knows who he is well i know he was held at knife point by another person born77 well the snake 77 that i know as a friend though did not relise he had threaten my parents to slit my younger brother at the times throat because he was basically a hostage and a method to keep my parents under control the kids control the home invaders control. now the involvement of the family to the south is basically only that i feel there must of been another unspoken relative or friend of the family (cult or not) thing is basically 1990 things were different there was no mobile phones or internet devices like they have today created for human consumerizm such as....

for example:
in relation to the home invasion preludes..

the metrol train network todays metrotrains melbourne well the trains taking passagengers them selves on the belgrave line at least are different to todays models key features that have significantly altered the train ride exprience are things as simple as the windows the old hillside rattlers well you used to be able to poke your head or limbs out of the carriage and feel wind air in your hair if you arent bald or on your skin or it allowed for a draft to be present inside the opened window carriage. because of this the graphitti epidemic or social behaviour of scribbling on train property and also anywhere basically well it has always been a pest of such.. anyway kids teenagers adults any age really that was game to deface or intention really to bring fame (infame) to a name or symbol or design or scribble etc anyway when my father was paid to drive such trains as the role or responsibility of being a metrol driver it was drilled or instructed for the driver to at any opportunity if a driver or related staff witness the act of graphitti taking place well the employee was to attempt to have it stop by yelling or telling off the individual in attempt to make the offender quit it and in the case of the 1990hi well there were people kids teenagers that knew or ran with or socialized with graphers anyway the point is because of another factor that has definately changed train travel is the availability and fact the trains did not have the survailance like that is predominate today threwout the melbourne train network that is vastly expanding... the thing is in the fatality that occured at the boronia level crossing before the station was constructed and built underground i learned recently this year i think 2017 that a soul or character that i beleive had connection to me due to the fact i love trains and i proberly do or could of lovedd the person ill call her allisons possessorE5ėllison"anyway the thing is i think due to the graphiti artists and the fact when a train approached a crossing like they do today the boom gates went down and people with common sense which as we all know not everyone does have the same common sense as a vast array of different behavioural models of personality anyway the thing is a driver either my dad or a co employee did as required man the driver seat of a hillside rattler or earlier model train? approached the crossing cause there was graphers hanging out the side windows the driver was yelling at the graphiti artist and the boom gate had lowered so attention was halved between turning back yelling possibily out a window as well at the graphoto artists and concerntration on the approaching crossing now because this possessorE5 was a young girl who i could do a whole biography though i dont know enough just she sorta looked like allison her self thats not the point the point is she was with another male who was ment to be her mate and because these two possible teenagers belonged to a street life culture of kids/people they had a habit of not so much cutting corners though being abstract if you want to say that.. the result of the behavioural tweekage well they used to risk crossing as pedestrains across the train tracks even though the boom gate has visally lowered and is clearly unsafe to cross though because the kids teenagers were "cool"or maybe they were adrenaline dose wanters they would still disregard the safety issue and because they were quick nimble they crossed in this fashion alot of the time some of them every day every night didnt matter simiolar to me crossing uftg to maxi from the station.(which J walk resulted in my god brothers kids mother getting hit by a car in similar accident scenario) anyway back to E5possessor well she judged the cross too late too early inncorrectly to successfully not get hit by the train and people will say that the horn didnt blert well the thing is the graphiti issue was a higher concern than it is today due to cameras now do all the telling off reduction of offences and with the factor or split attention which has been addressed since such accidents well bascally the driver did not ever want to hurt anyone as most individuals do not ever want to hurt a person especially kill a person via accident well because of the split attention and thought in seconds between looking back trying to stop the klids hanging out the window graphing and the thought shes not going to cross the boy isnt going to cross though if there was or not a second person at the pedestrian part of the level crossing the poiint is i think due to headphones also music and rythem of that she knows anyway she timed the cross at the wrong flux in beat and the driver really thought she wasnt going to attempt the cross. she did anyway possibily so i would be kniowing this today due to her being dead then and alive in me or my heart now. due to such a castophy the boronia level crossing was prioritized to be made underground to prevent such bullshit every happening ever again as well as the traffic congestion needed to be addressed so it wasnt really anyones pure fault. it was just technology and machinary still needed to be developed more safety and public awareness became more and more advanced and safety rose and risk takeing decreased overall though they is still incidents were people die and its no ones fault really other than the scenario of the day date and life that means alot to me and i know i dint know if i ever saw her ever..


the point is the death caused uproar in the streets of the vacoinity and the whole gang of imbelciles or home invaders decided to come to my parents house and
cause shit or at least do their own interogation this is how the home invasion sequence happened i beleive in feb1990.


RIP JJ 1990
sorry kobey you helping me crack the code
the fact the possession stuff only happens to those that require to be listened to not abused further.
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