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alright here i am again at alpine lodge and thinking of netting these pocket ciggy butts from the course of tonight though yeah at least got fresh new sterile i think ziplock straight from packet though yeah need to salvage tobacco from twistingout the tobacco flakes that still remain in the pocketedd others?/z may claim as rubbish only really the fact i dict some or most ciggysz out on public metal posts etc then there is the carcerngen risk or disease risk from surfaces that have been illness primedd for dumb bluments?like me anyhow time is now 320am and i just got i think my 3rd uber maybe 4th though think its 3rd solo not sure though yeah now i owe my brother anyhow anough of me i want a ciggy to smoke and maybe more bigM and can of v and i gotta take my meds (2x20mg olanzapine for my schizophrenia) anyhow anough! 321am . ... .....

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