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@ 957pm ish io loggedd into this computer and after 10pm i startedd thsi journal digital diary entry though yeah anyhow bit worriedd still that b$ gestapo or the family occultists?/z may or may not harm me or have me taken by police to be taken to psychiatric hosptial or prizon either which unconsentuatedd and nondisclosedd neuro-surgery may take place and i fear due to a delusion or memory of a nightmare dream in the past of the future that i have my chest operatedd on and cut open all because i need a ciggy and whilst in the psychward ciggysz are not allowedd (unless you got leave that now not sure though think at least takes the timke after being admittedd and then transfered to the lesser dependancy or security part of ward the one that you have to be in in order to have you ITO changedd into a dischargeable
(into the community) CTO where you are binded to attend a place like ChandlarHouse in upper gully for appointments and usually the depot injection every fortnight though i have heard of monthly or an injection once every 3 months though thats of a medication ive never had i used to get injectedd every 14 daysz and the medication or one of them has a half lief of 19 days so go figure!

Anyway speaking of medication i better have my two olanzapine tablets that i gotta have to hopefully keep me well and out of hosptial/psychwardHosptial though yeah anyhow its not even ten minutes past ten pm tonight of this month of Sepetmeber year 2024's Fr1day the 13th!!!

...anyhow anough of me at least i got to walk almost to home with someone who i think for first time introduceing myself making it real awkward on the bus she has managedd to do it back though yeah....

anough of me daniel d... . . . . . . .


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10:09pm Friday The 13th of September 2024 - D A N D E