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alright here i am and im wondering not so much worrying though a little that my mate who gave me a lift back to here might of had n accident or not made it home i hope he did though yeah aside that i need to get off him a allottment of "sortsz" that is nails screws bolts washers pieces of metal and or tile spacer plastics and random assortment of useable material and i gotta sort them all and put in their own discriminative ziplock plastic bag$ organisedd and that, all sortedd

anywaysz hope he made it back it will shatter me iv he didnt all for helping me !

107am ~ um today or tonight was Thursday and now after midnight it is now Fr1day October 25th 2024 & i dont know what to really type!? i need to do some minimal clerkwork/scan$ and then not sure clean my room have this near hlaf ciggy i dictedd to get in the car and maybe start one of these v canister can$ though yeah 108am i still need frmo another near local friend a lift for $5 and 1 ciggy that has been trailling for ages now think maybe even a year? not sure though yeah also my business account i had to make a deposit or withdrawal or they were going to close the account and the inactivity has been all because i keep asking for a replacement eftpos card and not recieveing any such card to be able to purcahse some of the expense ledger qualifyiersz i need for processing and doing my business that of CENSOREDd##### ?PTY LTD? though yeah i think circa 2012?11?! who knows?!/z id have to check though not likeing seeing this " (B) corporation " stamp logo on the icecream tub as it is a byte and rip off of my 2006 psychosis part of my "grandular idealations" psychiatric diagnoisis that had me on medication that i still am to this day and night (as i gotta have each night two 20mg olanzapine$ inorder to comply with my verbally agreed treatment post after my CTO (community treatment order) i got written off from from only agreesing to take the pills(orally disintergrateing tablets) each night and organise myself to get the repeats pay with them with my money and reorder the prescryptions from my doctor though yeah anyhow at least im not on the depot anymore (intra-muscular injections) that i was for close to ten years either side that is a defineate over 200 forcedd duressedd though compliedd ordealledd arse cheek and shoulder anti-psychotic medication injections/z and i think it in actual fact may be more closer to 250 or 260 injections/z i had to have prior my current diagnosis being schizophrenia that was summedd up whilst i spent near half a year 6 months at dandenong hosptial's SECU (securedd extendedd care unit) unit 4B though yeah this was December2015 - May2016 and i only made it threw with the support of friendsz and yeah i guess family though they and my psych treatment tetam at the time is what put me in there i think a hundred days after the offical day date calandar square that they made me and sarah break up / seperate thoughv luckily by decemeber sarah was with the dude she is with now so i cant complain other then the fear of her herself going threw trauma and psychiatric treatment i was worriedd that she got unconsentuatedd and nondisclosedd neurosurgery making her a vegetable though it might of been ECT$/z i think once in november 2022 and then again this year a few weeks or month ago though not sure...

anyhow i best save this and upload it to the net and make the adjustments to my website to include this file to be linkedd to and viewable/accessible for anyone in on the planet with access to AustraliA?AmericA internet though yeah....


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